Song : Taylor Swift - Untouchable | Richard Wagner - Ride of the Valkyries | Young Artists for Haiti - Wavin' Flag
This photo was taken about one or two days after my school announce who made the first National Examination. Thank Goodness, I was one of those who made it. That day, I went to school to take some papers that tell me my score and what to do after all this thing happens. It was weird yet beautiful day. The sky was pretty clear and I went there around 9 am. I saw my juniors on their classes and I talked to a lot of friend, the graduated ones and the not-yet graduate ones. I was also lost my key so I was almost unable to go home and so on and that day was the last day I went to school. Until today, I haven't come back to school again. I took the photo from 3rd floor, when my physic teacher who also happen to be vice-headmaster for student thing stuff told me to send an example of graduation letter paper to some computer dudes in the 3rd floor. See that roof? That's the new building, probably built using our, the third grade guys, money. We'll never use that building since that one will be done when we're no longer student, but I think that's okay. One day I'm gonna back there as a proud university student. I know I can, and I will.

I'm that kind of person who love to deny the truth that I need to face just because I'm lazy. I'm so full of myself if I think about it, more than anyone else I've ever met. That's a sad truth, but I know I'll change it.

Today I played Perfect World, a MMORPG. I got wolves as pet there. They can attack when we need to fight and they can also ruffle their ears by their back feet and somehow I really like it. There are much more effective pets like the bee one or the rock-giant one, but I think I'm going to have a lot of wolf pet because I simply love watch them run, bite, and acting wolf-like.

My usual duty at night is locking all the house's doors and tonight, when I do so, I can smell night and I realize that I've forgot how much I love night smell. That's why I wake all night long. That's why I prefer to watch movie midnight. That's why I'm going home late just to study National Examination stuff. That's why I don't mind when I need to hang out with my friends up to late. Because I simply love what I can feel out there, in the night, in the loneliness.

Psychologically, I kinda understand why the glittery scene of night and its smell are a real something for me. Back when I was kid, I used to ride by midnight to Jakarta or Bandung. And I always like how does it feel, when everyone else on the vehicle are asleep and I'm the only one who awake, and it's gonna be just me and the lights, the stars, the roads, the car that flashes at far. I swear, once I grown up and I can have my own car, I'll ride the interstate road in the middle of the night just for fun.

Because I love it.